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yea, blogging at such a random time. you shall know why soon. haha.

ok, today went for AMK secondary for music exchange. every band did well, and it's kinda sad cause i didn't get to hear AMK much. =(

well, nvm, least other bands are worth to listen too!

yea, and hey! AMK sec tuba section loves the card that geraldine drew. haha, cool right, i saw one group of people looking at that card and i think i heard "nice eh!" ok, lols, i not sure, but yes, i hoped they like it! =D and the ferrero rocher. haha.

heh, today's performances for overture i think it's nicely done. and i think i still kinda have problem mispitching. tsk. inn was kinda sucky for me seriously.

i was darn tired, after 2nd movement and when i flipped to the next page, my mind said "wah, still got 3rd movement, sian. =.="

lol, and i really nearly gave up, i was really tired and DAMM hot! lol. yea, i just felt tired until there's like over 20+ bar rest for me to rest *wah shiok!*

heh, but the performances was still not well done for my part. i'm not talking about the whole band luh, i'm more worried about myself cause i seriously think that there's so much thing i could have done better. tsk.

and returned to school, i think mdm yeo's words really make me wake up. i dunno luh, i totally agree with her, this time. lol.

she said about regreting, she told us that we shouldn't regret things like "oh, i could have done better" , having this kind of mindset luh.

and i really thought back about AMK exchange just now, seriously, i really felt regret, cause i realised that there's so many things i could performed better. i feel so sad. =(

yea, i brought my mouthpiece home, including my score. and soon, instrument. i think i will be bringing back instrument. regardless how smelly it is. (tuba section, i think you should know what tuba i'm bringing, gosh, i gonna spray perfume in it!)

yea, i think i really need to work hard, i can't afford to mispitch in SYF, i really dones't want to feel regret, thinking that "oh, i could have done better..."

i think this kind of feeling is really SICKENING LUH!

tsk, i couldn't stop thinking lor, but i think during the exchange i could have done certain parts. like pitching 2/4 high notes correctly. damm, i was able to pitch 4/4 of that high notes during genting, why now i can't? tsk.

i'm getting scared and worried. i really very scared i couldn't pitch that high G, or pitch that high G until damm ugly.

arh, i dunno luh, i wouldn't want to regret. i think when i'm thinking back during SYF'07. i think sunrise first note was my damm biggest regret. NCWO couldn't get gold might be one of these results. =( i feel so bad cause NCWO might have the change to get gold, if i wouldn't make that mistake, the mistake which deduct super lots of marks. haiz.

tsk, i shall not make any regret anymore. i want assure my best performances during SYF. yea, my very best. =)

heh, alright, i think i'm tired, and oops, i haven't tell you guys why i'm blogging at such a random time, later during the afternoon? heh, now 2.28am already. heh, good night! =D