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I'm really very sian now. really damm sian.

i was supposed to go for sec4 band outing, but my mother don't allow.

wth.

i really very tired already.

she has been forcing me to study this days when i cant even concentrate yet she wants me to study.

she don't allow me to go. it's like finally we can have an outing, yet she ruined it.

she ruined my day for not going that outing.

she just want me to study. i am very tired already.

why cant i go NT at the beginning?

if i go NT, this means i will comfirm go ITE.

so maybe she might not force me to study cause i comfirm go ITE. work so hard also no use.

now i am in NA, wth. she might be just worried i might not go sec5.

and this actually let her forcing me to study.

i dunno wad's the reason. but i really tired of studying.

yes. i do tell friends i have been considering of going ITE.

well, they will simply thinks that I am just talking nonsense.

like daphne said "You go ITE then we go where?"

i am not talking about my subject whether how well i done or not, is the environment i am facing i guess.

pressure. just pressure.

everybody has been forcing me to study when i cant even concentrate in the first place.

my parents don't allow me play games. once i started playing, they started to quarrel.

i am damm tired. study is really not my typed i guess.

i just cant simply enjoy myself.

i haven left the house for so long, and today is the day! but she just simply wanna ruined it.

my friends still get to enjoy. why cant i?

just go out only, i also not going out bu san bu si de ren.

and now, she's asking me to go out with her.

it's stupid. she's really stupid. i hate her. i hate her.

go out with her, i ended up no need to study too.

overall, she just wants me to be with her.

i am damm angry. why like that one.

i dunno wad to say liao. i really dunno wad to say.

i am very "happy" to have this kind of parents.

my mother, like this, stupid, dumb , hopeless, i dunno.

my father, no need to say, more worst.

i dunno luh. it's stupid. it's irritating. i hate it. i really hate it.

i don't feel like studying, but i know without an education i will never ever going to succeed in the future.

how? tell me how? My mind is totally blank now.

guess i will just be her dog and study.

if i got the money, i will be able to go out.

i go steal? see lor.

byebye.